What DO You Do To Feel Good?

OR better yet, What Do You DO To Get What You Really Want?

Over this past weekend I decided to just write a bit every day on my blog about what I am up to. Even if it’s just a sentence or two.

Making a commitment like that means that I have to be even more active on working on myself and it also allows everyone that reads this to get a better understanding of who I am!

This morning I did a lot of Ho’oponopono, in fact I am still doing it. Everyday I get new things to ‘clean’ on and my morning practice is to get up and Ho’oponopono myself into better feeling places. From practicing Buddhism for years I have a habit of chanting out loud first thing in the morning, even when I am still in bed. Getting out of bed in the morning is one of my challenges, which is hilarious considering that going to sleep at night is in contrast so difficult for me, there is always so much I want to do at night!
For years I would chant Nam Myoho Renge Kyo, a Buddhist chant, first thing in the morning. It was a way to set the energy for my day. It was a very easy switch to replace it with “I love you. I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.” I have a lazy nature and if I don’t start first thing the chance of me getting into a meditative state during the day are minimal.

Let me explain that I’ve created a life for myself where I spend most of the day, every day learning about personal development or spiritual teachings. So, it’s vital for me to start on the right foot or I can easily flounder the whole day doing whatever and not getting very far. My vision from my earliest memories where to be a spiritual leader. (By the way, if I do flounder a day or a week, I also do my best to see the teaching in that and I give myself allowance for doing or not doing whatever.)

I much prefer the energy and vibration of being aligned with who I am and it is much easier to keep that energy going than to be lax and build it up again. I have my own negative nature and I grew up with enough contrast that it is still at times easier to fall back on feeling bad than experiencing the joys of life. Ergo, I chant first thing in the morning to set the energy for my day.

Today I had an awesome experience! I was listening to Joe Vitale doing Ho’oponopono (a 30+ minute track from his set “The Missing Secret”) while using my Chi machine. This was after having chanted Ho’oponopono for around 15 minutes. I was already in a good space from doing Ho’oponopono, so it was easy for me to get into an even better state of clarity. I love having the clarity of what I want. Today I went straight into the feeling I had when I was on the Hawaii Abraham Cruise is 2007. I had just been in the hot seat with Abraham talking to me about my channeling and confirming that I would be channeling for large groups like the group that was there. When I got out of the hot seat I just walked straight out of the Vista Lounge where the seminar was taking place and went and stood at a window looking out to sea. It was a clear and sunny day and I felt more complete than I ever had in my entire life. I LOVE when I tap into the energy of that moment. I was loving the feeling of being in that moment, I was really reveling in the bliss of it.

After a while the energy started to shift and was experiencing the energy of being discovered. For me that means someone that knows how to market and knows about spirituality and healing literally discovers me and supports me to do the work I love and want to do. This is an idea and a desire that I’ve had for years. Each day I get more and more aligned with it. But today was the first day I really FELT it, I was living and breathing the experience of having the life I’ve been creating.

It was such an awesome experience to really be in that place of having what I wanted. And I know that because I experienced in so clearly and the feeling where so delicious that it means I am almost fully aligned with having it. That has encouraged me to continue my daily practice of Ho’oponopono-ing. It was my sign of things to come, quickly!

Each day I start the day doing what feels good to me. It’s important to me because it allows me to build on my faith in not only my dreams but in myself. I get the courage, strength and confidence I need to move forward and to take steps that I would have taken eventually, but I take them that day, because I am more aligned. I see the work that I do each and every day as a way to align with what I really want. I used to do it more for the people I work with. I wanted to be in the best state for them and although it is true that I want to be my best and give my best to whoever I work it is even more satisfying and pleasurable to do it for my own enjoyment.

With Love and Appreciation,
Angela Bear

www.angelabear.com

http://www.powerfulintentions.org/group/askangela